I realized that my "best" friend has done nothing real in our relationship except for raise herself above me, take away my opportunities, and bring me down with negativity.
I watched television for more than an hour today, something I associate with the pigishness and unhappiness of today's society. It just gets worse, what will I do with my days?
What I want to do... is simply tell stories. It's my purpose. It's what I'm built for. Does anyone even want to hear the ones I tell? Am I just another writer? Am I going to end up like one of those old women who just tells everyone in the family who's getting married and pregnant? Will I even have a family?
If I just sit here and feel sorry for myself, I won't get anywhere. If I move on from this, I won't get anywhere.
I'm only nineteen and Ive fucked up this bad... I can blame everyone who's fucked with me and monopolized my time... but hey- it was my idea to go to college and FIND those people in the first place.









~GirlWith1Eye
Thanks again ^^
and thank you very much for the watch, in need some buddies. iz be lonely. hehe.
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~Windy
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I wish I can sleep forever so I don't have to wake up to reality
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Join My Personally Owned Clubs:
*GothicSoulsClub,*Royally-Appointed,*FangBangers-of-dA
Fall in love & open your mind:
=VictorianGentleman,*choffman36,*maenad77,
*DgenRetEliteRabbit,*eli-law,*weareminion
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think different!!
A long time ago.
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HEY LISTEN, HEY LISTEN, HEY LISTEN, HEY LIS- okay fucker, you go on ahead and do that.
You just lost the game.
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